Will try to keep this short, but have any of you experienced this:
Patients who attempt to paint your character as negative when you know you were beyond generous and accommodating? I communicated consistently and still had a patient say I was unfriendly and essentially passive. The kicker is, I have paper trails from my entire interaction with them.
I sometimes wonder if certain people just want me to be fired. The narcissistic personalities I come across working in patient care have been astounding. I think I am going to resign soon. I just cannot imagine my life being this way for too much longer.
I get terrible sleep, am constantly stressed, and behind on work because the volume of people I work with… I am burned out severely and don’t have many I can vent to about this work. I sometimes teeter on wanting to just disappear altogether… my suicidal ideations are getting worse and it’s scaring me.
I think of patients and their care even after I’m off the clock, I worry about them a lot— that’s just my personality. But it sucks when some of them try to drag you (with limited power and control) down, because the healthcare world is just terrible at its core. I don’t even look forward to going into work anymore after this. I feel terrible and like someone is out to get me for simply trying to help them get from point A to B as smoothly as is within my control.
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